and we take what we can get

I never knew I could question society as much as I have within the past two days. Even in the most public places anything can happen. You never know who is dealing with what and how they handle their issues. You can go through the same situation, but you will never know the exact pain that the other person felt. They will never experience your same fear, your exact thoughts, and everything else that ran through your mind and body.
Thinking about yesterday takes so much out of me. I felt so alone, I just wanted to get out of there. I've heard stories, and knew it was possible. But why me? I guess everyone ask themselves that question when something like this or another happens to them. The bus just isn't the same anymore.

hotel, swimmers, shoreline...

Content.
Don't ruin this.

"Five is a number that I dream about."

shooting stars

Seeing six of them on one night was perfect. If I get in trouble for coming home almost four in the morning, I say it was worth it all. I'll leave in a week and she'll forget about me creeping in my bedroom that morning. I'll leave in a week, but I'll remember that night/morning for a while.
Six of them in one night. Amazing.

this can be said to many

"I miss you already, goodbye to you."

I have this song on repeat in my mom's car. If I ever get a chance to use the car while I'm still here, I'll drive around listening to this song. I guess I might have a certain destination in mind, but I truly doubt I'll get there.

so this is the new year...

The last couple hours of 2007 were pretty much a good way to end the year. Raul and I checked looking at stars off our checklist. Charles and I welcomed the new year talking about who knows what. I like counting stars as everyone counts down to the new year. I just might spend next New Years Eve counting stars at another park. I think I'm going to make it a tradition. In one year I'll be ready. Blankets and everything.

Also, I saw a shooting star. Raul made me wish on it.